I am a feather...

Up all Night
I woke up a lil late today, due to a late night(a very late night) phone call. Another three-hour long conversation w/ my "little twin star." But as always, it was an interesing conversation, otherwise, I would just be blogging about a late night phone call that lasted about 5 minutes or so. I love looking into the lives of other people, so long as they're willing to share. I love sharing, as I've said before...growing with other people is one of those things about life that I find so endearing. And of course, with growing comes learning...and what is life?

...Learning, experience, growth...

So twin star...thanks for keeping my brainwaves active so long, and helping me, grow...he he he. Anyway, so I wake up, ready for a breeze to pick me up and carry me into whatever adventure lies ahead of me. I'm ready for the road that lies ahead for today...

You say toe-may-toe, I say toh-mah-toe
It's amazing how big the spectrum is on how we each view things. Take for example, exercise...You can have two extremes...one will think that working out is the way, the truth, and the life...and a day without working out would be sacrilege. "My body is my temple and I will uphold and maintain that temple and be in good shape, dadadadadadada." Then you have the other extremist..."Why should I work out at all? I don't have to. I should be happy w/ the body I've been given and I don't need to impress other people. I'm happy just the way I am." But I feel that there needs to be a balance between the two...a middle-ground, if you will...someone who can say, "Yes, my body is indeed a temple...but I only need to work out to be healthy and feel good about myself. I need to take care of myself" Find the happy medium people...

And furthermore...I personally feel that it is not right to judge people based YOU think. It is not any person's place to Judge another except one alone...yes...God. And to me, that's the bottom line. Don't worry about what they're doing or that they have fun doing certain things. We're supposed to except everyone we care for and love for EVERYTHING they are...the lil quirks, habits, everything. I know I'm guilty sometimes of being a lil judgemental too, but hey, I can own up to that and know that I shoudn't be...so who is it that wants to cast the first stone?

"A" for EFFORT?
I was ballzy but to no avail last night. But hey, I WAS ballzy. SO THERE. And I was ballzy in more than in just one affair...hmmm, what could I POSSIBLY be talking about? But as I've learned from a dear friend...I cannot stop people from reading these excerpts from my mind and sharing my thoughts and feelings...so be forwarned that this is in not an avenue to get to know me better or to see deeper into my heart and soul my actual thoughts and feelings behind these pixels you see before you...Like I said earlier, these are my thoughts and feelings, but only AT THE MOMENT at which they're recorded. And I do give a little bit of insight on some of my lil philosophies...but that's only one tiny lil piece of the puzzle. The day is twenty-four hours long...and I spend what...like 20 minutes trying to capture the whole day in a blog? That just isn't possible...So feel free to share in my experiences, but don't think you're learning about the REAL Jay from reading my lil jotted thoughts, because no one, NO one really knows the REAL Jay, except maybe for the man above...I'm not trying to sound all mysterious and shit either...it's the truth and let the truth be told. I feel as though I am a new man, ready to take on the world...READY OR NOT, HERE I COME!!! ha ha ha. (dude, have I done this before?)

Aches and pains
I'm so sore...i don't know why....I haven't really been lifting weights, and doing nothing else too strenuous...maybe it's the way I sleep...but it was hurting before that. Hmmm....I'm gonna have to seek the counsel of a good masseuse.

"It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live."
-Marcus Aurelius (121-180)